I drift to you, you're all I hear.
Going back for water training made me realise how weak I am. It took quite a while for me to get used to the body rotation and paddling again. I couldn't really feel the twisting of my torso on Saturday but optional this morning gave me the time to practise so yeah. Nelo's much more stable than the school's k1. I capsized once just now aye so gross. And the Nelo looked like it was going to sink anytime I was so scared and anyway it sank eventually when I reached the shore.
My body's itching all over I think it's because of the sun, I think I'm a little burnt, my neck hurts. I'm trying not to scratch but I can't help it very itchyyyyy. ): I'm happy though, I'm getting back my tan hahaha yesssss.
I think I'm gradually losing my sense of direction. I don't know the purpose of the things that I do, I have no idea where I'm going from here. It's like I'm on a treadmill, I keep moving but eventually I find myself on the same spot. Kind of suck.
Natalie's removing her braces on Thursday! Miss you nattttt let's meet up soon (I keep saying this) and we can talk about many many things and have fun with pltmates without a care in the world!
Today's Christina&Biao's second year anniversary I'm so happy for them! (:
I think I should learn how to control my thoughts. I should stop having such thoughts that will swallow me eventually. I should stop looking at things which will lead me to such thoughts. It makes me so upset and I can't do anything about it. I can't. It makes me doubt everything time and time again as much as I don't want to. It's damn stupid stupid stupid I know. I don't know how long I can take this. I try so freaking hard to get you out of head.
It's funny isn't it, I don't know you but the image of you is haunting me.
Going back for water training made me realise how weak I am. It took quite a while for me to get used to the body rotation and paddling again. I couldn't really feel the twisting of my torso on Saturday but optional this morning gave me the time to practise so yeah. Nelo's much more stable than the school's k1. I capsized once just now aye so gross. And the Nelo looked like it was going to sink anytime I was so scared and anyway it sank eventually when I reached the shore.
My body's itching all over I think it's because of the sun, I think I'm a little burnt, my neck hurts. I'm trying not to scratch but I can't help it very itchyyyyy. ): I'm happy though, I'm getting back my tan hahaha yesssss.
I think I'm gradually losing my sense of direction. I don't know the purpose of the things that I do, I have no idea where I'm going from here. It's like I'm on a treadmill, I keep moving but eventually I find myself on the same spot. Kind of suck.
Natalie's removing her braces on Thursday! Miss you nattttt let's meet up soon (I keep saying this) and we can talk about many many things and have fun with pltmates without a care in the world!
Today's Christina&Biao's second year anniversary I'm so happy for them! (:
I think I should learn how to control my thoughts. I should stop having such thoughts that will swallow me eventually. I should stop looking at things which will lead me to such thoughts. It makes me so upset and I can't do anything about it. I can't. It makes me doubt everything time and time again as much as I don't want to. It's damn stupid stupid stupid I know. I don't know how long I can take this. I try so freaking hard to get you out of head.
It's funny isn't it, I don't know you but the image of you is haunting me.
Anyway caught Eagle Eye and The Smilers with w. (: I think maybe I was too tired because I fell asleep at some point of time during each movie haha. I still think that the picture is sooo cute hahahaha. I like seeing you everyday (:
Love remains the same.